Or rather, for this me. Tomorrow at 3:30pm EST I will go to Dr. Loo's office and get my brand new partial. Then I can smile anytime I want to. Big, toothsome, crocodile smiles, ALL THE FRICKIN' TIME, if I want to. I'm so happy. I'm either gonna cry or wet my pants or both. I just can't stand it. I have to find something to do to keep me occupied until THE TIME.
So... now I'll have no reason to hide, no reason to stay fat and ugly. No reason to hope that no one looks at me too closely. I'll be beautiful. I mean it. No matter what I really look like I will be beautiful because I will be smiling, and everyone looks beautiful when they smile.
I do understand the desire to have a pretty smile, which is the main reason why I'm wearing braces. I'm excited for you!
I agree with Pamwax completely though. You are very pretty. That you feel you have a reason to hide or to "stay fat and ugly" tells me that you greatly underestimate your attractiveness.
I hope that you will soon discover the beauty that your family, friends (and strangers too) have long seen in you.
You guys are so fantastic! You always make me feel good and I'm so glad I met you all. But seriously... you guys have no idea how nervous and scared I feel right now. I don't know if I remember how to smile. I want to so bad... and I'm afraid I'm gonna cry right there at the doctor's office and everyone will see me. I'm a mess when I cry. My nose gets all red and my eyes puff up underneath and I look awful. :)
It's natural to be a bit anxious. And it's o.k. to cry. I get all red and puffy when I cry too. Just have it out, go home and prop your head on a few pillows. Use some ice packs on your eyes. The elevation and the cold takes the puffiness away. Don't forget to smile. :D
I am still learning how to smile too. I don't look like an jack-o-lantern anymore, but tell that to my cheeks. They often want to hide the happiness that I truly feel. But it does come easier as time goes on. It's natural to smile. You'll be surprised at how fast you remember.
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You could not be ugly no matter what.
I do understand the desire to have a pretty smile, which is the main reason why I'm wearing braces. I'm excited for you!
I agree with Pamwax completely though. You are very pretty. That you feel you have a reason to hide or to "stay fat and ugly" tells me that you greatly underestimate your attractiveness.
I hope that you will soon discover the beauty that your family, friends (and strangers too) have long seen in you.
Agreed :) I think you are beautiful!
I'm happier that you will feel better. Though definately agree that we've known that all along!
P.S. Never heard this song either theheheheheheh :) Thanks for the clip!
You guys are so fantastic! You always make me feel good and I'm so glad I met you all. But seriously... you guys have no idea how nervous and scared I feel right now. I don't know if I remember how to smile. I want to so bad... and I'm afraid I'm gonna cry right there at the doctor's office and everyone will see me. I'm a mess when I cry. My nose gets all red and my eyes puff up underneath and I look awful. :)
It's natural to be a bit anxious. And it's o.k. to cry. I get all red and puffy when I cry too. Just have it out, go home and prop your head on a few pillows. Use some ice packs on your eyes. The elevation and the cold takes the puffiness away. Don't forget to smile. :D
I am still learning how to smile too. I don't look like an jack-o-lantern anymore, but tell that to my cheeks. They often want to hide the happiness that I truly feel. But it does come easier as time goes on. It's natural to smile. You'll be surprised at how fast you remember.
It's just after 3:30 your time. I'm thinking of you.
I saw your pic at Pam's site. What a hot mama!
I'm a little late getting to this post, but I certainly hope you're smiling your heart out!!
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